My family is all sorts of fucked up and I need reassurance that a bunch of other families are pretty fucked up too.
It makes me pretty ashamed sometimes lol.
I’m so uninterested in using my phone, getting on social networks, going out, I really just want to rest, and draw.
Naps are the best sleep I’ve gotten.
I need to rejuvenate!
Unfortunately, I work all this weekend.
Spring break please come faster, I will sleep it ALL off. If it’s nice out, I’ll sleep outside.
things have been falling apart lately, and I am more than okay with it.
I used to be the type of person to always try to mend what’s been broken but I’m okay with not trying anymore. It feels wonderful.
My hair was kind of long, RIDICULOUSLY damaged but I loved my long, damaged hair. I used heat every single day to mostly curl my hair. MY HAIR IS MY MOST PRIZED POSSESSION.
I’ve always had long hair. I’ve had my hair short once and it was ugly. Long hair has always been apart of me, curling it, crimping it, braiding it is SO much fun. I love my hair.
But I feel like I would love my hair this short too. (short when curly) it’s be longer straight.
Yeah, I kind of went all out. My last two paychecks were nice. All of this was bought basically from the 15th - present. Yeah, I do have a shopping problem. School is stressing me out and shopping is making me happy. I’m stopping for a while though. I want my next paycheck to cover books. :( I’ve been so selfish I didn’t even realize school is this Tuesday.
5 sweaters: Forever 21 (3), Zara (1), Hollister (1).
3 pants: Hollister (1), Macy’s leggings (1). Levi’s (1).
2 shirts: Express (1), Stussy (1)
1 jackets: Forever 21 (1)
Michael Kor’s Selma & leather cleaner
Herschel Supply Knitted Collection Woodside backpack.
MICA beauty makeup powder
Bare Minerals mascara
I also bought other things but I didn’t feel like including panties. :x I feel like I’m late on this Winter clothing movement but whatever. And like always, I always neglect buying shoes. I spent over 500+ Upset I would do that but…. sorry not sorry. PLUS the amount of outside food I bought, and my boyfriend is “improving” my lifestyle lol. (Stussy&Levi’s) and making me get a smart trip. ._.
Any questions feel free to ask :)
So I thought I should be basic and write how 2013 went by for me.
I’ve never paid attention to how my significant others looked at me and I really wish I did. I feel like because I didn’t, it’s less appreciative.
I have never felt so adored by someone and I know that we share mutual feelings. I can see that smile in his eyes when he looks at me.
That’s because I have a separate tumblr where I write all my personal posts. I follow a lot of people that know me and I limit what I post here not in fear of judgement, but I just don’t want everyone to know my business. I post whenever I feel the need to quick rant or quick happy post. Thanks a lot though. :) If your ballsy enough, I could give you my personal URL :)
I’m a late bloomer for everything so excuse my dorkiness when I get excited.